A breakthrough, at last...
2 Nights ago I was ready to sell Luka. I told Gerhard that I do not for the life of me understand why we decided to have a second baby. I was absolutely shattered, telling him I hate maternity leave and I cannot wait to go back to work. I told him that I am counting days until the 1st of August when Luka can start school. Not nice, I know, but I also told Gerhard that I do love her, I just wish she was bigger.
This is the result of not sleeping for 6 weeks - and add to the mix the fact that Luka got a severe cold and was not sleeping at all for 2 nights in a row. Man oh man was I in a deep and twisted frame of mind...
Well, today is my 6 week check-up, I feel like a new person, you see Luka moved to her own room last night. Yes, it might seem cruel, but we probably squeezed another 2 hours worth of sleep out of her last night, all due to the fact that we did not listed to her grunting and farting. We have an angel care monitor, so we really do get up the minute she cries, but we do not lie in bed listening to her grunts.
Liam is cute and adorable, so all in all, I am at peace with the world and in love with my family today.
2 Nights ago I was ready to sell Luka. I told Gerhard that I do not for the life of me understand why we decided to have a second baby. I was absolutely shattered, telling him I hate maternity leave and I cannot wait to go back to work. I told him that I am counting days until the 1st of August when Luka can start school. Not nice, I know, but I also told Gerhard that I do love her, I just wish she was bigger.
This is the result of not sleeping for 6 weeks - and add to the mix the fact that Luka got a severe cold and was not sleeping at all for 2 nights in a row. Man oh man was I in a deep and twisted frame of mind...
Well, today is my 6 week check-up, I feel like a new person, you see Luka moved to her own room last night. Yes, it might seem cruel, but we probably squeezed another 2 hours worth of sleep out of her last night, all due to the fact that we did not listed to her grunting and farting. We have an angel care monitor, so we really do get up the minute she cries, but we do not lie in bed listening to her grunts.
Liam is cute and adorable, so all in all, I am at peace with the world and in love with my family today.
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